There was a homeless man in Central Park with stunning blue eyes. He was sitting up straight and staring off into the distance with so much determination... When my friends offered him money, he wouldn't take it.

They walked away and I looked at him for a bit, I don't know, he just looked so...put together? Strong? there was just something about him that made me want to look at him longer.

He looked at me, I smiled and waved. Then he waved back and I left.

Shut up. It's a good movie.


...sigh, I need to go see it again -.-.

Because I'm feeling down

I'm going to get out of these sweats, and put on something that will make me feel okay about myself - simple jeans, top, and a little something pretty maybe

I'm gona run down to the supermarket and buy food.

don't judge me.

So life decided to happen

I'm interning at an Art Space.

Uni suddenly dropped a crap load ( I didn't want to say the s word...I don't know why, I never bothered with it before but..eh) of work on me.

Things I need to get done:

- Art History research essay.

- Mood board

- My art history notes + research sketches

- a few paintings.

I joined AIESEC. An organization YOU should join, too, if you're all "Oh yeah I want to travel and meet people maaan" but aren't doing anything about it. AIESEC will get you off your ass, and show you to the airport...literally.

( for those who are seriously interested, AIESEC is a very old (started right after WWII) student run organization that promotes cultural understanding between youth all over the world through international internships, exchange programs, and national, regional, and international conferences. )

So yeah, a few months ago I was all "Life? What life?" now I'm all "Life sucks, man."

No it doesn't I like life, it just needs to be less intense for a week, need to breath a little.

Sorry if the text is all dry, I have a really bad headache ( wow, shocker ) but yeah.

Check out AIESEC (pronounced i-sac btw) in your country and look for the nearest Local Commitee, then check out when their recruiting).

Gona go make me a tomato and cheese sandwich now.

mm cheese.

You had all the answers but no human touch

-B-

I'm tired. I really am.

I don't want to see you, I don't want to have to force myself to smile to you. I don't want to talk about anything or nothing.

I want to stay home and just be. Join me in silence if you will. But dear god, don't expect anything from me.

Peace of mind...

I have moved to this home of Immortals.
Wild shrubs bloom everywhere.
In the front garden, trees
spread their branches for clothes racks.
I sit on a mat and float wine cups
in the cool spring.
Beyond the window railing
a hidden path leads away
into the dense bamboo grove.
In a gauze dress
I read among my disordered
piles of books.
I take a leisurely ride
in the painted boat,
and chant poems to the moon.
I drift at ease, for I know
the soft wind will blow me home.

— Living in the Summer Mountains by Yü Hsüan-chi